Going off at 2030.
finally finished most of the confirmations for the invitation. No matter what. PLS do RVSP to me via sms! haha now i noe i shldn't do up the fb event invitation so early. Some people still ask me for the date and time after accepting the invitation after so long. Anyway the post on the info of my bdae will be posted below this post of mine. Do take note and i haf to emphasise.
RVSP TO ME LATEST BY 7th SEPT!
Anyway, i woke up on the couch again today. wad a waste of sleep!!! After that was a trip to make my passport and a spicy nasi padang at Arab Street!
Yst service was rly awesome, and honestly. There was no electrifying feeling, there was nothing at all that i felt. But i know, and felt in the spirit. My faith was rising, i need to be set free!
The faith to break free from my chains, and set apart for God.
1 step at a time. i will do it!
Monday, August 31, 2009
Sunday, August 30, 2009
JED'S 21ST!!!
(Disclaimer: Guests are only invited through sms/fb invitation, not blog.)Location
(How to get there)
It's quite close to clementi and town area actually. So all those happy people wif lots of money can actually cab down from clementi or town also. or figure a way to get to holland v. it's quite near there as well.
Price: NIL
Time: 645pm to 10pm(Dinner starts at 7pm)
Theme: Wear nice can already. =D
See you there!
Saturday, August 29, 2009
PUT ME ON SHUFFLE!~
haha i know this is retarded but lately i like to put my ipod on shuffle, cos i leeched like 2700++ songs from my friends around a yr plus back, and im embarrassed to say i haven listen to all of it yet. but it's nice to discover some nice songs.. yes in ur own ipod once in a while. haha!
'Wonderwall' covered by Ryan Adams
a more bitter rendition. but im rly hooked to it lately. soooooo bitter!
'Wonderwall' covered by Ryan Adams
a more bitter rendition. but im rly hooked to it lately. soooooo bitter!
JED. STAY AWAY FROM FRENCH FRIES AND GARLIC CHILLI!
Garlic chilli is just too uberawesomelicious. Now it's time to flee!!!!!!!
Sunday, August 23, 2009
DISCIPLINE
wah im getting fatter by the day, no exercise wif lots of french fries is killer man! so much things to do lately working out feels like a chore. hahaha, got to cherish this remaining 10 mths(ORD LO) to really break through!
I read it maven's blog that it's always 30% workout, 70% diet. Got to plan ahead man, i dun wanna go back to gd ol days of sz36 jeans. hahahaha!
1. No more fast food!
2. No more bubble tea!
3. No more toasted bread!
4. No more soft drinks!
5. WORKOUT MORE!!!
taa dah. my 5 stones. hahahaha! rambling nonsense.
Anyway tomorrow im going outfield for 4d3n for an exercise. I tink i give up already, i used to tink exercise can lose weight bt it's difficult when u slp in the vehicle most of the time and rest of the time ure eating tuna bread. hahaha! Anyway this exercise also marks the end of the tormenting augest im having wif so many wkend burns. Cant believe i only attended one service this mth due to the wkend burns. It's difficult. but i too will be smoothing my stones.
Goliath, im taking u down!
I read it maven's blog that it's always 30% workout, 70% diet. Got to plan ahead man, i dun wanna go back to gd ol days of sz36 jeans. hahahaha!
1. No more fast food!
2. No more bubble tea!
3. No more toasted bread!
4. No more soft drinks!
5. WORKOUT MORE!!!
taa dah. my 5 stones. hahahaha! rambling nonsense.
Anyway tomorrow im going outfield for 4d3n for an exercise. I tink i give up already, i used to tink exercise can lose weight bt it's difficult when u slp in the vehicle most of the time and rest of the time ure eating tuna bread. hahaha! Anyway this exercise also marks the end of the tormenting augest im having wif so many wkend burns. Cant believe i only attended one service this mth due to the wkend burns. It's difficult. but i too will be smoothing my stones.
Goliath, im taking u down!
Friday, August 21, 2009
Sunday, August 16, 2009
4:31A.M
the next time i wake up i will be getting rdy back to camp. nvm, i shan't complain too much. Im booking out soon anyway.
last night i had a hard time falling aslp. Perhaps it was too early, but issues are running thru my mind. nah, it's no longer abt the bdae. i settled everything as i told myself. I then realised, im feeling insecure about the things around me. I started to question myself whether i was wad i am now in the past. I then noticed the change in me. I had become more unwilling to trust, more skeptical abt the friendships that i have. Past few incidents definitely created a change in me. I have forgiven all of them, but time to time it will just keep coming back to me.
it's hard to forget. really. but at least im moving on.
I was reading thru my previous posts when i said abt building a broken rls takes time and effort. Rebuilding this trust takes time n effort too. Does it make me wiser? im not too sure, but im not as keen as before. Sometimes, it's gd to have someone watching over you. But you will feel quite taxed when u always have to try to explain, and the answers u get are always the nonchalent ones.
it's built in the character, that i cannot change.
God, i wished u step in some time.
maybe i shld let him step in some time.
got to guard the heart. i hate to run on the threadmill.
last night i had a hard time falling aslp. Perhaps it was too early, but issues are running thru my mind. nah, it's no longer abt the bdae. i settled everything as i told myself. I then realised, im feeling insecure about the things around me. I started to question myself whether i was wad i am now in the past. I then noticed the change in me. I had become more unwilling to trust, more skeptical abt the friendships that i have. Past few incidents definitely created a change in me. I have forgiven all of them, but time to time it will just keep coming back to me.
it's hard to forget. really. but at least im moving on.
I was reading thru my previous posts when i said abt building a broken rls takes time and effort. Rebuilding this trust takes time n effort too. Does it make me wiser? im not too sure, but im not as keen as before. Sometimes, it's gd to have someone watching over you. But you will feel quite taxed when u always have to try to explain, and the answers u get are always the nonchalent ones.
it's built in the character, that i cannot change.
God, i wished u step in some time.
maybe i shld let him step in some time.
got to guard the heart. i hate to run on the threadmill.
stupidity
dumb dumb dumb dumb.
forced to take off. tml noon going back to camp.
Nothing's great. cos camp is really far. and i already spent 50 before this wk could start.
dumb dumb dumb dumb.
forced to take off. tml noon going back to camp.
Nothing's great. cos camp is really far. and i already spent 50 before this wk could start.
dumb dumb dumb dumb.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Friday, August 14, 2009
one day. i guess we will all understand.
2nd wkend burn for this month. see. before u knew it, it will be end of aug already! I know i got to make sacrifices, yes. i screwed up, didn't plan ahead. but there are definitely moments in life u got to make a choice. And, i chose family. Honour your parents. I know there's no point explaining. really. That statement was piercing, but woke me up too. But if i were to choose again, it will still be family. it will never. be u. or the friends. God i know i screwed up too. I apologise, wished i could have figured it out earlier.
yea. one day. i guess we will all understand.
2nd wkend burn for this month. see. before u knew it, it will be end of aug already! I know i got to make sacrifices, yes. i screwed up, didn't plan ahead. but there are definitely moments in life u got to make a choice. And, i chose family. Honour your parents. I know there's no point explaining. really. That statement was piercing, but woke me up too. But if i were to choose again, it will still be family. it will never. be u. or the friends. God i know i screwed up too. I apologise, wished i could have figured it out earlier.
yea. one day. i guess we will all understand.
Monday, August 10, 2009
it's alright. your actions now determines your future. It's not like. well. you know it yourself. Besides, you got to answer for your action now. You said it first!
who says i dun know people. i studied psychology in school afterall. =D
Focus and be determined in your actions, away are the distractions of the flesh, away are the temptation of the devil. Instead of conforming, make a decision to be part of the RESISTANCE today. You are no4!
Trinity & me.
who says i dun know people. i studied psychology in school afterall. =D
Focus and be determined in your actions, away are the distractions of the flesh, away are the temptation of the devil. Instead of conforming, make a decision to be part of the RESISTANCE today. You are no4!
Trinity & me.
Sunday, August 09, 2009
i think after today. things just dawned onto me. i am so dissatisfied with where i am now. i hate to be stuck in nowhere. I know im in army, im restricted on the things i could do. But i believe in taking up a challenge. But all in all, i want a closer rls wif you Lord. right from the start, till now. I know how real You are. Since when i was a kid in pri sch, till now, u have shown me favours thru n thru. But i know im not faithful at times. I dun want our rls to be so insignificant, tt i always think to myself God is probably going to make me cry again some time, running back like a child.
I dun want to be a child anymore. It's time i grow up, and WALK INTO His calling. Thrown away my immaturity, my indulgences and my desires.
What's the point of having so much fun, when at the end it amounts to nothing? I want to store my riches in the spiritual realm, not in this temporary store.
the devil has come to kill, steal and destroy. yet, i know that he is able to tempt me, but im also given a choice to resist. Strengthen my will, to be able to break free.
i know there are sacrifices to be made. But knowing and doing is 2 different thing. I cant have maturity without responsibilities.
so give it to me. give me the spirit and motivation to do the necessary.
I love to run to you. i really do. but i dun want to be a wayward son forever. i dun wanna weep, saying how worthless i am yet u still wanted me. Train me up to be a warrior today.
dun treat me like a kid anymore.
I dun want to be a child anymore. It's time i grow up, and WALK INTO His calling. Thrown away my immaturity, my indulgences and my desires.
What's the point of having so much fun, when at the end it amounts to nothing? I want to store my riches in the spiritual realm, not in this temporary store.
the devil has come to kill, steal and destroy. yet, i know that he is able to tempt me, but im also given a choice to resist. Strengthen my will, to be able to break free.
i know there are sacrifices to be made. But knowing and doing is 2 different thing. I cant have maturity without responsibilities.
so give it to me. give me the spirit and motivation to do the necessary.
I love to run to you. i really do. but i dun want to be a wayward son forever. i dun wanna weep, saying how worthless i am yet u still wanted me. Train me up to be a warrior today.
dun treat me like a kid anymore.
Saturday, August 08, 2009
char kway teow!!!!
i shall not do what others haf done. hahahaha!
Sunday, August 02, 2009
the days we will look back
church is 20th yrs old today. Wow.
I always hear abt how the pioneers sacrifice so much that we haf such a magnificant place to worship God today. In the past, i wouldn't have given it much of a hoot. But today, i really felt like not only im home. Im home wif family today. Today i witness how the pioneers, who had nth in their hands but so full of the spirit managed to accomplish great things that no one could have imagined. I witness how the whole church come together to pray for the little daughter of one of the members who is stricken with cancer. I seen how generations unfold before me.
I realised. God is the same to everyone.
What they went through, i am going through now. I went through a struggle to care when at times we felt at a loss with the situation. We had nothing at the start too, but look at us now. How many of us are going from glory to glory. Some rise up to become big brother/sister of their cg. Some even went to SOT. In our little ways, we're impacting lives, a step at a time. Some of us prayed for the sick, those times when we were told he's not going to make it through tonight. Still this little faith we have, we prayed for healing. We prayed and we prayed, for God to come into this picture.
As the Indonesian pastor mention.
"I have little faith. I do what i can. God will help me do the rest, He bestow me faith."
the guy who the doctors have already concluded an ending. We open up a new page for him, unfolding a chapter for him. He did made it through the night, and is alive and very much kicking now. That day, we impacted a family. But deep inside, we impacted our own lives. We unveiled how true God is to us, and what our mustard seed faith could do. That day, we SAW, and we BELIEVE.
I seen how generation unfold, and i dare say. Few yrs down the road, we will be the ones as we saw today. Pioneers will grow old one day, they will hand over to us one day. But by that time, we all GOT TO BE READY. We need to BELIEVE, and muster our faith again, to carry on what they set off to do 20 years ago. Will you all be ready and run together then?
Let's get ready for a double anointing like Elisha and Elijah. Dun give up, not yet. After seeing what you could do, you KNOW that you KNOW. your story dun end here.
Im excited for the awesomelicious things waiting to come to pass in the next 20 yrs wif you guys.
Let's do this together. =)
I always hear abt how the pioneers sacrifice so much that we haf such a magnificant place to worship God today. In the past, i wouldn't have given it much of a hoot. But today, i really felt like not only im home. Im home wif family today. Today i witness how the pioneers, who had nth in their hands but so full of the spirit managed to accomplish great things that no one could have imagined. I witness how the whole church come together to pray for the little daughter of one of the members who is stricken with cancer. I seen how generations unfold before me.
I realised. God is the same to everyone.
What they went through, i am going through now. I went through a struggle to care when at times we felt at a loss with the situation. We had nothing at the start too, but look at us now. How many of us are going from glory to glory. Some rise up to become big brother/sister of their cg. Some even went to SOT. In our little ways, we're impacting lives, a step at a time. Some of us prayed for the sick, those times when we were told he's not going to make it through tonight. Still this little faith we have, we prayed for healing. We prayed and we prayed, for God to come into this picture.
As the Indonesian pastor mention.
"I have little faith. I do what i can. God will help me do the rest, He bestow me faith."
the guy who the doctors have already concluded an ending. We open up a new page for him, unfolding a chapter for him. He did made it through the night, and is alive and very much kicking now. That day, we impacted a family. But deep inside, we impacted our own lives. We unveiled how true God is to us, and what our mustard seed faith could do. That day, we SAW, and we BELIEVE.
I seen how generation unfold, and i dare say. Few yrs down the road, we will be the ones as we saw today. Pioneers will grow old one day, they will hand over to us one day. But by that time, we all GOT TO BE READY. We need to BELIEVE, and muster our faith again, to carry on what they set off to do 20 years ago. Will you all be ready and run together then?
Let's get ready for a double anointing like Elisha and Elijah. Dun give up, not yet. After seeing what you could do, you KNOW that you KNOW. your story dun end here.
Im excited for the awesomelicious things waiting to come to pass in the next 20 yrs wif you guys.
Let's do this together. =)
Saturday, August 01, 2009
random acts in camp
1. I bought a bolster from jurong pt to camp.
I have no use for it.
2. I bought durian to camp.
Finally savour some.
3. Shared wif friends to buy a inductor cooker to camp.
Instant noodles doesn't taste any better after this.
i.need.to.sleep.
I have no use for it.
2. I bought durian to camp.
Finally savour some.
3. Shared wif friends to buy a inductor cooker to camp.
Instant noodles doesn't taste any better after this.
i.need.to.sleep.
had a lil chat wif sy over facebook earlier. Nice to still hear from an old friend once in a while. Starting from aug, im packed to the brim with activities going on till Dec! Man, it's tough, but im going to make it worthwhile. Just quite bothered by the fact i have alot of wkend burns coming up.
I dunno why im blogging this, since im already under an act not to reveal anything.
Today - Did something. burnt my sat.
Nxt wk - Duty. burnt my fri/sat. 21km omg.
2 wks ltr - Need to do a bigger scale of today. Burnt wkend again.
3 wks ltr - Exercise coming up.(pls dun burn)
1 mth ltr - Duties time.(burnt)
19th SEPT - heh heh heh(i hope my boss kept his end of the bargain.)
2 1/4 mths ltr - Duties over(yay!)
3 mths ltr - Gd Ol Wallaby!(burnt to crisp)
4 mths ltr - XMAS.
taadah! the most vague schedule i can come out with. Gd to keep short targets, and before i know it it will all be over! For now, i really need more discipline in life. I tried fasting and i got scolded cos i need to eat my meals or pay the price. So i went for veg fast but i got scolded again for taking vegetarian without permission. Been praying alot, but im just stuck with trying to change the atmosphere and get into the presence, while the rest of my mind is running around with problems and distractions of my surroundings(chatty ppl, snoring ppl) I dunno whether it's tough for all army guys, but i know the situation is bound to be the same. That's why i just got to try harder, n push further. In all aspects. If everyone could, i could. Might not be better, but i just got to put in my best.
touch me again Lord today.
7am. i will try.
I dunno why im blogging this, since im already under an act not to reveal anything.
Today - Did something. burnt my sat.
Nxt wk - Duty. burnt my fri/sat. 21km omg.
2 wks ltr - Need to do a bigger scale of today. Burnt wkend again.
3 wks ltr - Exercise coming up.(pls dun burn)
1 mth ltr - Duties time.(burnt)
19th SEPT - heh heh heh(i hope my boss kept his end of the bargain.)
2 1/4 mths ltr - Duties over(yay!)
3 mths ltr - Gd Ol Wallaby!(burnt to crisp)
4 mths ltr - XMAS.
taadah! the most vague schedule i can come out with. Gd to keep short targets, and before i know it it will all be over! For now, i really need more discipline in life. I tried fasting and i got scolded cos i need to eat my meals or pay the price. So i went for veg fast but i got scolded again for taking vegetarian without permission. Been praying alot, but im just stuck with trying to change the atmosphere and get into the presence, while the rest of my mind is running around with problems and distractions of my surroundings(chatty ppl, snoring ppl) I dunno whether it's tough for all army guys, but i know the situation is bound to be the same. That's why i just got to try harder, n push further. In all aspects. If everyone could, i could. Might not be better, but i just got to put in my best.
touch me again Lord today.
7am. i will try.
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