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yep tt's the name of my new cg. X cos we haven confirmed the new number. Sounds kinda cool but weird at the same time. The feeling over all is just very weird still. I came in, sat beside ly n den looked around, everybody's different now. like wow. A very different feeling that i haven felt in the longest time. Some of us are still trying to catch a glimpse of one another while we can in church, or haf sum chatting moment tgt at atm, foodcourt and jazz pub? It's like a part of us are still stick to one another. Jc n i even mistaken strangers to be wei ning and aaron. haha tt's hilarious.

It's like.. the family bonds are closely knitted.

it definitely will take awhile for us to get used to it. rite e410? =)

STEAMBOAT MANIA!

i tink. im going to stop having steamboat for awhile. Went through countless of it in a wk! i got to say the best food can be found in baba seet's hse! the sambal prawns is superb, but definitely a killer. it's like mega mcspicy X10! gives the stomach a quiver~ This is a gd time to meet up old friends, as well as bid farewell to some(nah it's not tt bad!!!) So here are the photos!

Maven's house!

Been a long time since i seen this pal. Still the same, always splurging on food. spent nearly 200 on food tt day, but we didn't even finish 1/2. He's a bartender now though, so we all got treated wif his mix!

Lileng's hse!

This is our last cg gathering together before all of us head to different cg. But it's all gd yea? Great dinner great company, great gameSSSS. YES!

CNY!

CNY! woots! just a little photo updates that i haven done for awhile!

this is my sis. stop saying she looks like me! i tink she looks like teresa now. omg.

My ah ma!

Fwah. suddenly, u feel time rly flies. Im in army, the one in white going to army, the one in blue. wah so tall already. last yr he still little boy!

The ladies!
This is the first grp photo of the cousins. Have never done it before in the past. Definitely the first after so many years. Ah ma did the positioning of us. It was like a 'class photo' moment for us. i guess?

So much has changed. it's quite weird when you think abt it actually. When i was younger. we didn't rly talk much. maybe we're just shy and all, when the fact is we only see each other once a yr. Everybody was so closed up den. And this year, we can actually feel a tinge of everybody opening up to each other. Quite an awesome feeling. Is tt feeling called kinship? As for my other side of cousins, it's hard for us to meet up unlike in the past, when we all haf our own lives to lead. I recall not seeing my younger cousin for like wat.. 2 yrs? Was kinda weird to see her again. Definitely been awhile, esp when memories flood in or wad we used to do together.. Now it's just an awkward smile.. something tt i haven done in awhile. Nevertheless, this yr cny is better. no matter how bad the economy might be, kinship is the bond tt holds all of us tgt. =)

to start off...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY GUYSON!

Actually it's on 30th.. just tt im veri lazy to blog lately. hahaha! Anyway the day was spend with great dinner at dan ryan, den to cafe del mar at sentosa and lastly mega mcgriddles at ECP mac! love to post some photos, den again rly veri lazy lei to post up.. soo...

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=1816765&id=541331849#/album.php?aid=74555&id=541331849

haha. let's just say it's alot of scandalous sneaky stuff, great food, great company, and a damp bed on the beach!

fwah

i tink. im in love. agnes b boston bag. im such a sucker lately.

hey peeps. sry haven been blogging for awhile. been real busy in camp. Actually it has been so rush tt b4 i know it, it's another wkend gone! Anyway i was supposed to do this last wk but.. oh well.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO JO!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANNIE!

Anyway, i have been doing fine in camp, kinda sad tt im still unable to run properly, no cardio workout very taxing to the body! haha im being very random here. But thanks to so many of you that have been praying for me or concerned about me. Army is not so bad, recently just have been eating a lot of sand and dust from all the field camps and training. But everything is fine, im still happy and enjoying it!

Lastly before i break for dinner, i have just been told that i'm going to leave the family with some of the others to join other cgs. Wow, it's been really long since i change cg. few yrs in fact, and i have been stuck to e410 ever since. It's definitely going to be weird to step out again, but it's a new challenge that im going to touch on with marc's cg. I guess 410 will never be the same again with so many of us out, but i know that the spirit we built up there will never change. The vision we cherish will live on. The fire that we build will burn ever brightly! This is what we set on the hill, and nothing can stop us. This is not the END, but a NEW BEGINNING! I yearn many of us will begin to take on bigger giants in life, greater responsibilities too! Change is not bad, it for the better for all of us. Remember, no point building a fire when u cant spread it.

SO LET'S BURN LIKE WILDFIRE!

I once said that wad we haf in our cg, others lack. But wad others have, we lack too. So let's all be the vessels of wad we are, wad we live for and the fire to other cgs. And start alighting them with our FIRE!

Remember, the path might be different from now on, but the ending line will still be the same for all us. It has NEVER change, and it NEVER will. 410 will always be a part of me, a place tt i noe i can fall back on, in times of victory, crisis. everything. Keep on keeping on! GOGOGO!

Love,

Jed

i have 2 hours before my book in. and well, nobody's rly online to chat with either. Thought i spend some time blogging something. heh i guess i rly spend quite a while at home, for like 3 wks? hahaha feels weird to be a civilian n den back to serve again. Tink the most defining moment was cutting my hair short again. lol. weirdness.

anyway i will like to say for 09 rite. this is like wat? the 4th day of the new yr? and im was quite fustrated about sum issues already!

I'll just like to say that sometimes when one's decided to take on an act of being courageous whereby he takes on a responsibility to protect somebody. He must be wise to discern whether his way will be effective, or whether it will affect anyone at all. I admire such acts, but i do know of it's downsides as well. After all, i been thru it, and it costs me a lot.

I wanted to apologise if i said anything wrong to u. But again, i feel that if you're not sharing, u cant possibly help that person. You will just be causing more distress to the others, who are not involved at all. You could tink it doesn't matter, as long as the person is safe. But i tell u, the problem will not be solved by just avoiding it, wad is buried one day will be out again, but by tt time, the problem you buried might haf grown so big cos it's not solved in time. by tt time, are u ready to take wat u buried in? im a person that believes in solving it straight, i dun like to let problems grow on it's own by burying it. I did that once, i regretted it till now.

I will also like to say that everybody deserves a second chance. God gave me more den a second chance. so why couldn't we? We are not perfect, all of us know that we have some flaws. We even see flaws in our friends, so i urge you. Please, why not share it with the person? make it known. if u tink it's awkward, why not do it privately? i mean it's the best we can do as adults. Why not help each other become a better person? Believe in the yellow ribbon project, afterall God believe in it in the first place.

wah. this is a way better post den i written out of anger. haha. told u tis morning was gd!

lol today is the day. feeling abit of jitters. but i noe i'll be fine after last nite. or technically this morning. anyway thanks alot for today. n many ty to lileng for the card.

i feel im like the most blessed nsf around. haha everytime got book in or wat so eva always like high key event. thanks for the love ppl. cya nxt wk!

my last wk out! im kinda happy im finally going back to camp. Been super long already. N this wk i really feel that there's many people of strong will or mentality in the sense in our midst. They just dun reveal themselves to us all the time. Im amazed by the feat they had done. How they manage to emerge out of their circumstances victoriously. Yes, there might be sacrifices at times, it hurts like hell just to take another step forward. but a step at a time, they conquer giants. A step at a time, they walk closer to the light. Before you know it, you emerged out. But ure stronger den b4, matured den b4. Things of the past cant take you down anymore. It's just a fad now compared to wat u are. I'll just like to say i respect each and every one of them from the bottom of my heart, for i cant accomplished wat they did.

I regretted alot of things in my 08. But im not gg to let it put me down tis time. So wad abt army? wad abt my current circumstances? it's nth compared to the trials that they went thru. Now is the dawn of a new horizon. 09. I believe i can achieve much more from now on.

just watch me.