Chronicles of Jed

i have 2 hours before my book in. and well, nobody's rly online to chat with either. Thought i spend some time blogging something. heh i guess i rly spend quite a while at home, for like 3 wks? hahaha feels weird to be a civilian n den back to serve again. Tink the most defining moment was cutting my hair short again. lol. weirdness.

anyway i will like to say for 09 rite. this is like wat? the 4th day of the new yr? and im was quite fustrated about sum issues already!

I'll just like to say that sometimes when one's decided to take on an act of being courageous whereby he takes on a responsibility to protect somebody. He must be wise to discern whether his way will be effective, or whether it will affect anyone at all. I admire such acts, but i do know of it's downsides as well. After all, i been thru it, and it costs me a lot.

I wanted to apologise if i said anything wrong to u. But again, i feel that if you're not sharing, u cant possibly help that person. You will just be causing more distress to the others, who are not involved at all. You could tink it doesn't matter, as long as the person is safe. But i tell u, the problem will not be solved by just avoiding it, wad is buried one day will be out again, but by tt time, the problem you buried might haf grown so big cos it's not solved in time. by tt time, are u ready to take wat u buried in? im a person that believes in solving it straight, i dun like to let problems grow on it's own by burying it. I did that once, i regretted it till now.

I will also like to say that everybody deserves a second chance. God gave me more den a second chance. so why couldn't we? We are not perfect, all of us know that we have some flaws. We even see flaws in our friends, so i urge you. Please, why not share it with the person? make it known. if u tink it's awkward, why not do it privately? i mean it's the best we can do as adults. Why not help each other become a better person? Believe in the yellow ribbon project, afterall God believe in it in the first place.

wah. this is a way better post den i written out of anger. haha. told u tis morning was gd!