i guess it's starting to get boring hearing jed yapping about how busy he is in camp. how many duties he's doing yaadaayaadaa.. Bdae preparation that ppl are anticipating, which im still lost n it's the last mth already. haha! BUT STILL.

jed is going to yaadaayaadaaa.

so u guys have sth to complain about. =D

Anyway nxt wk i will be booking out on sun morning. Hopefully i will make it in time for w506's superbly haven see daylight breakfast and make it for church 20th yrs anniversary svc! too bad cant make it for fop again. oh man.

Lastly, anybody wanna come my hse? no fanciful bdaes, but got ps3 instead! haha! i will keep looking still. dun worry. Dun wanna let LL win just yet. heh heh!

im on leave alot this few wks.. but alot of wkend burns too!!!! man. only booking out on sun morning nxt wk, tt probably means i will take lots of effort to make it for fop!!! woah. fop, cant believe it's so hush hush tis time round of the year.

CAN WE SENSE WHAT'S AHEAD OF US!?

hahaha i haf no idea wad im writing out now. too bored and my body is aching too much for a swim. BUT, i will head down to ION ltr! before i get wiped out by the crowd on sat. haha!

i'll wait awhile more, but dun let me wait too long. i will fight for u 7.

being in jw church always brings back such nostalgic feeling. it's a place where i grew in the Lord. I still rmb the time when we're going to move to expo and i was so happy and telling myself i wun wanna go back there for a very long time. but, it's really the first place that i experienced God. n i never failed to be impacted every time i was there. Now given a choice, i think i would rather go back to jw church for svc. yes, it's really a great distance, but that's why i really cherished the time there other den expo. It's just so much more homely, when i had to focus on was to just know God. As time flies and i became more mature, there's more responsibilites and more commitments, and jw church became my comfort zone. My idea of going to a quiet place where i can seek God and not get distracted. It's a lovely feeling really.

and today. is just no different.

be genuine. =)

HELP ME OUT!

Hey, if you guys haven notice, i haf set up a polling function on the side of my blog so you guys can help me choose a place for my birthday!(i could not make up my mind, and haf absolutely no ideas)

To help faciliate your choice, i haf put up links so u can check it out online. Do help me out!

1. My House @ Sengkang Nuff said!

2. Red Dot @ Dempsey (Other places in dempsey do let me noe n the rough estimation of cost!)
http://www.reddotbrewhouse.com.sg/

3. Timbre
http://www.timbre.com.sg/

4. Town (orchard bugis, etc. but you got to tell me where and the rough estimation of cost!)
http://www.town.com.sg/ lol im joking.

5. Love The World Bistro @ Sg flyer(actually i think their food is quite salty, but i will check whether i can change that. =D)
http://www.lovetheworldsoulrock.com/index.html

5. Other location (tell me where and the rough estimation of cost!)

Do vote for ur most ideal location! For other suggestions do email me @ junwei_fangs@hotmail.com, MSN, facebook pm, or tag me! =)

Just imagine. N Vote! play ur part today!!! =DDD

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SHING!

(haha sry cannot find any decent ones cos the rest haven uploaded it.)

happiest 21st birthday girl! it's been my greatest pleasure to know you as a caring friend and a sister who's always there to give us a smile! im glad that u went so far, even enrolling into SOT. im so proud of you! =) I hope at least we fulfiled one of your girly dreams in life with the little blue box, and i rly like wat you said. That no matter where all of us are, when we come back together as e410, thr's always the feeling of being in a family. It meant that, we accomplished a feat that day. =) Keep on keeping on, ure awesome.

On a sidenote, i didn't get to donate blood today due to me being ill. Quite disappointed actually since i woke up early to do so. Anyway, i wanna thank God that nobody got hurt in the minor accident today. From the way i see it, it's rly God's protection to escape unscathed from such an incident. BUT DO DRIVE SAFELY PEOPLE!!! i gave u guys a little piece of me, dun try to take it away so EARLY! i nv thot tt i shld pray for journey mercy for a dinner like this, but i will from now on. Anyway im gg to have an early nite, tml is xy bdae! n im not gg to take a cab!!! gd nite.

=)

it's raining.
i haven notice my surroundings much lately.
so much work. so much things running through my mind.
if it wasn't for these 2 days leave.
i'll probably still be running all around.
Living my life to the fullest.

yet i know all so well. fullest is just not wat i can do every wkend. yet it's wat i cant afford to lose out on.

So today. im thankful, to be alone for a day. to think through things. To go on a jog alone. to run things out of my mind. To be clearer on who I am. These few days will set me on path again. Set me running again. No longer will i be distracted by the things im doing. No longer will i spend my time to indulge in things im not ready yet. I want to stay focus, so redirect my steps today Lord.

One of my constant recurring issues has just got to be rls. Some of u might know wad happened to me in the past and i really felt that this keeps me stumped. Really. I haven been in sync with everybody lately, i just felt i lost the connections i once have. I know jolly well, in order to keep a relationship going, there got to be communications. But lately, im just so bored of waiting for a reply of others. Im bored of smsing, i got to take more effort. to call someone up. i got to learn to trust again. To sow into others' lives. i gotta stop being so nice to ppl. It's sending the wrong messages, and i feel like im being pushed around lately. I took on a whole new perspective in rls. now im just tinking, whether it will be right.

u see. one day. i will find out by myself.

people pls do drink more water n have more rest! everybody is starting to fall sick, like me! this wk will be a tough 3 days for me, and den i will be on leave! Looking forward to sat. =)

it's really a tough week with so many things going on. God, i need more strength. more discipline. Thank you for healing me of my injuries. Im such a clumsy person, yet i know through everything, you have protected me from something worse. Thank you for never giving up on me.

the guessing is mutual. one day. we'll see.