this is wad your childish ridiculous acts of rejection done to people. i hope you're happy.

SUN GUARD DUTY!!!

This week isn't so bad afterall. i mean, i get to book out so many days this wk, the sunday guard duty dun really matter anymore. =)

Fri i went for Men's Confer. It was really good, guys actually get to be like just boys roughing it out together, it was quite a sight, that thank God the ladies wun there to witness it. Let's awaken the mighty one within!

Now im getting rdy to go to NTUC to stock up stuff for the week in camp and guard duty tml. hahaha catch u all next wk!

Preparation

! booking in real soon. wun be available for the next.... 2 wks? the nxt time you guys see me will probably be april already. So meanwhile sit tight n enjoy wad March has to offer still!

This is a quote that i kop from weiting's blog cos i tink it's real content worthy. well here goes nothing

For what it's worth: it's never too late ... to be whoever you want to be.
There's no time limit, stop whenever you want.
You can change or stay the same;there are no rules to this thing.
We can make the best or the worst of it.
I hope you make the best of it.
And I hope you see things that startle you.
I hope you feel things you never felt before.
I hope you meet people with a different point of view.
I hope you live a life you're proud of.
If you find that you're not,
I hope you have the strength to start all over again."

*quotes from Benjamin's postcards to his daughter in movie Curious Case of Benjamin Button"

HAPPY 21ST BDAE JASMINE!

happiest 21st gal! thanks for having us today. I hope you enjoyed as much as i did! And i hope you like the perfume!

3:22AM

im sitting in front of the com, wif a can of beer by my side. It's been pretty long since i last drank, n i had been craving for beer in a while, especially during the urban operations i had awhile back. So here i am, alil groggy over the beer.

If i were to portray my feelings now, it will be.. discouraged. well.. some how. I regretted the decisions i made, when i felt the Holy Spirit tell me no, and i still did it anyway. Somehow, my mind told me to just do it, while He is telling me it's not wise at all. Now, the consequences have come on to me. Sandwiched. So. sandwiched. Now, i could only hope, and pray, continue to have some faith that it will all worked out some how.

stupid jed

i found this verse along the wk.

Hebrews 13:6the Lord is my helper, so i will have no fear. What can mere people do to me?

Let's build our foundation on God and not on people, for He is our solid rock.
Don't let people bring you down, may it be disappointments or fear.
For God will always be the same yesterday, today and forever!
Assure that! :-)

But wad if God already told you so?

all this are just random ranting under the influence of alcohol. dun take it to heart. jed is always fine =)

im off to bed. busy day tml

hey all! along the week, i actually have thoughts of closing this blog. Since i dun rly haf any decent posts to write lately. Well, for starters, i cant blog about army due to security reasons and that's basically most of the stuffs along my wk. For wkends, im always chilling at home or wif you guys already. So.. why blog about something that everybody knows rite? But still, i tried to leave a post weekly, cos i understand sometimes this is probably the only contact that u guys can haf wif me on a closer basis. To actually know about my thoughts, and not my daily routine. A way for everybody to understand one another n help each other. This, is probably my attempt to get everyone starting to share wif each other, their problems, burdens, and most imptly victories together. I always believe, when coals stick together, they keep each other hot, if they are left alone, they burnt out very quickly and insignificantly. So i urge everyone in this times to really stay united.

Fri i had cg at marc's hse. It was pretty weird to haf 4 ppl only, and we were sharing with each other testimonies and the bridge illustration. I thought i did quite a crappy job wif the bridge thing, cos i really seldom do that. It's a different approach i feel, one that i wasn't that comfortable with. Nevertheless, it was a time of great fellowship, and most imptly. we played PS3 - STREET FIGHTER 4!!!!

shiiiiiiiiiiinnnnkkkkkkkkkkuuuuuuuuuu hadoken!!!!! *mass spam buttons*

Sat was hanging out wif xy, derrick, jason wif their individual other 1/2s. Had crystal jade and sum friggin ex sorbets. But it was worthwhile, definitely the LONGEST time since we last sat down and haf a meal together. Den it was targetting setting for the guys minus xy at DFS. lol! i tink it's quite crappy when u put ur heart to get something but nothing's available.

Sun was CHURCH DAY! Pastor Scallion(hahaha sry i cant resist it) was sharing about the 15thRevolution. how we could spend 15 mins of our time, to let ourselves be inconvenience by others. To really find a need, and meet a need. I thought it was pretty awesome. Since my 15 mins is probably going to start tonight. =) I also felt how important you must carry yourself outside the 4 walls of the church, as indeed, your character will probably determine wad God is in your life. I feel that being in army is definitely a challenge, but im changing day by day, trying to create a new expression. A leopard, that can change it's spots.

Anyway, we were supposed to play frisbee today but it started raining heavily =( nevertheless, we had a fun time at Nebo cafe, like minds cafe but a whole lot cheaper =)) it was definitely good time, we really went crazy and i still hope pok is not going to upload our rabid moments on facebook. oh shit. he just came online! hahahaha!

tat's all for now. im gg in. but b4 i do.

HAPPY 21st BDAE GLENDA!

Thanks buddy, for being more den u could. For being a pillar. Enjoy your bdae, sry i cant be there, but i hope u like the present. I know you would =) n i tink she dun read my blog... so could someone ask her to read on thurs! thanks ya! =) im gone.

heyo.

my com is going.. i tink it's just dying already. Everything is becoming so slow. the internet, n my msn. it's like. nothing works like in the past anymore. probably going to get another com after this year.

Today was a good msg. Indeed unity is very powerful and let's look forward to Easter guys. =) I really hope unity stays on wif e410 too. Never never let it die down because of the new environment, missing some familiar faces. It's a new chapter in your life, make the best out of it! Rmb to always love another, dun bully each other ok?

PREPARE AND REJOICE FOR BIGGER THINGS IN LIFE!

Oh and who's up for ultimate frishbee on 15th!? u nid to wake up in the morning, but i will make ur time worthwhile! =D

protect & shelter me, but don't bring it away from me, cos i will conquer it.